It’s almost 4am. I have found myself in tears the last few days (not uncommon). My spleen is enlarged and I’m in a lot of pain and the pain pills barely touch it. I thought this might be reason enough to deliver – but my doctors want me […]
I was cleaning under my bed here at my parent’s house and found a tub of some of my old writings from middle school. This is a poem I wrote in 7th grade. I can’t believe I kept it! Before you critique – just remember – I was […]
Last night I couldn’t sleep. It was 3:45am and I decided to go for a float in hot tub. It started pouring down rain a little after 5am. I love to watch the rain and storms. We’re those people you always see on their porch waiting for the […]
Saw the doctor today. The babies are very healthy. I don’t know how they have room to move around but Baby B continues to go from sitting to laying down each visit. Baby A is still breech which means we’re still looking at a c-section. I’m 34 weeks […]
For the last few weeks I’ve been soaking in my parents’ hot tub. They got it a long time ago but Janeil and I are the only ones who really use it when we are in town. We turned off the heater – so that it’s cool – […]
The girls had their dance recital today. I was blessed enough to not be in the hospital and was able to attend! It was so precious – I got teary-eyed just watching them! They’re so grown up!!
We finally had a serious talk about delivery with the doctor today. I’ve been fighting HORRIBLE labor pains. I’m popping so many pills I feel like a drug dealer! No joke – I bet I have 10 bottles of medication. The doctor I saw today wasn’t my normal […]
I can almost see it……….That dream I’m dreaming butThere’s a voice inside my head sayin, ……….You’ll never reach it, Every step I’m taking…………Every move I make feelsLost with no direction…………….My faith is shaking but IGot to keep trying…………Got to keep my head held highThere’s always going to be another […]
This is the last week of school and there has been so much going on there the past two weeks. With all our pregnancy drama we’ve missed out on a few events the school has had for the girls. Erin (who is a music teacher there) was nice […]
Today all the interns flew up north to begin their training to prepare for the summer groups. I can’t believe it’s already June and the first group will arrive at the end of the week. There is a certain amount of excitement and yet a certain amount of […]
