I could cry….no wait – I already did. My head has been killing me nearly every day now for the last week. It’s frustrating when I know that God has so much more for me to do with my life then to take a pain pill and be knocked out. I’ve been functioning enough to get my job done but spending most of the day fighting pain. I’m still my funny little self – but with a red face and pounding head-ache – it’s getting harder to “fake” that I’m okay!
In talking with some of the medical staff here (the surgery team that’s in) I’ve been told to go back to see the neurologist and perhaps have some more tests done. I will more than likely be leaving early next week for a few days and hopefully coming right back. Our personal account is several thousand dollars in the hole from our last emergency trip and quite frankly – we cannot afford for me to continue these emergency trips back and forth to the states. It’s getting old! So I’m praying for “closure” that we can figure out what the deal is and finally stay in one place for a while!
So please pray for my family over the next few days – I will be traveling out alone but hopefully will not be out for too long.