As missionaries, we often face challenges and dramas that others cannot imagine. Our journey is filled with spiritual battles, trials, and tribulations. Yet, despite the hardships, there is nothing else we would rather do than follow God’s will. Our mission is a calling, a divine purpose that drives us to continue, even when the path is difficult.
I used to find it a bit irritating when people would ask for “unspecified” prayers. As humans, we’re naturally curious. Not knowing the specifics can be frustrating, and we wonder what could be so private that it can’t be shared publicly. But I’ve learned since, that sometimes when you ask for prayers without giving an explanation, it’s because there simply isn’t a way to explain it.
Right now, I find myself in this very situation. We’ve been hit by so many spiritual attacks over these past 2 weeks that I wouldn’t know where to begin. The battles we face are not just physical or emotional, but deeply spiritual. The weight of these struggles can be overwhelming, and it’s challenging to put into words the extent of what we are experiencing.
Ephesians 6:11-13 reminds us: “Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Therefore, take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm.”
This passage resonates deeply with us during these times. It reminds us that our struggles are not just against the physical world but against spiritual forces that seek to derail us from our mission. We are in the midst of a spiritual battle, and we need the full armor of God to stand firm.
So, as my church family, would you join us in prayer? We need wisdom to navigate the complexities of our ministries, peace to calm our hearts amidst turmoil, and endurance to keep going when these cycles of highs/lows are simply wearing us out.
Thank you for standing with us. Together, with God’s grace and your prayers, we will continue to fulfill our calling and overcome any spiritual battles that we may face.
Here is a look at this past month’s posts from Facebook.
JUNE 25th
June 25th 2009 – After a total of 92 days in the hospital, Asher and Levi greeted the world….and the world has never been the same since! ![]()
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JUNE 16th
It has been a BUSY few weeks here! We are worn out!
-Royal Camp (Mon-Thurs)
-Campus Summer Games (Fri)
-Group Therapy w/previous kids (Sat)
-Children’s Church Beach Kickoff (Sun)
-Food give-aways (Random Times weekly)
**FYI – I’m almost ready to post blogs about the activities I just listed above!
BUT I can’t even begin to explain how MUCH FUN it is to do it all with Malaya! We’ve spent the past month working LONG DAYS together – laughing, decorating, organizing, strategizing, and planning all of our upcoming events/activities.
Below is the link about our Summer Therapy Group! It took us 2 weeks to transform it from the Superhero decor to a beautiful palace. BUT I must say – it was definitely worth the time and effort! It looks fabulous!
Please be in prayer for our upcoming ministry/activities – AND that we will have good health and enough energy to last through the rest of the summer!
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JUNE 7th
This story from June 7th, 2018 showed up on memory wall. It’s so fitting for what we are facing that I couldn’t help but share it again.
My dad has been here for the past week building our Lab/Pharmacy. He led a special prayer service with some of our staff & church members on Sunday night. We know that we walk in darkness here – but we also know that we are Children of the Light. It’s important that we remind ourselves of that from time to time.
Dad talked about the fears that each child & each home may be struggling with right now. It’s not a coincidence that we found vacant land across the street from the cemetery. NOBODY wanted to live by it.
MANY people are afraid to walk by the cemetery at night. We have had to shift the times that our workers clock in/out AND adjust the timing of our evening programs – because no one wants to be near it when night falls.
There are rumors that zombies walk across the street and onto our campus. There are rumors that thousands of rats roam the area infected by the zombies and waiting to pass it on to us. There are rumors that vultures fly over it waiting to capture people who pass by.
We were supposed to go from the prayer service right to the orphanage and pray. But APPARENTLY – the spirit led my dad in a different way.
After sharing the victories, he has seen over his life-time … he decided to take a detour. Instead of walking right over to the orphanage – he led us across the street – INSIDE the cemetery – just as the sun was setting.
Not gonna lie – not everyone was ready to walk through those gates ….and many did not.
BUT FOR THOSE THAT DID – they faced that fear. They saw how peaceful it was – how there were no zombies walking around. We did NOT see a single rat either (which is kind of weird cuz there’s always a rat to be found if you look hard enough).
My dad wanted us to face that fear so that when we told our little ones not to be afraid – we could say we know first-hand. WE were there at night and the stories are NOT true.
In America, when your child is afraid, you look under their bed and say – “Don’t worry; there’s no monsters”.
In our experience – when this same thing happens here – the parents are just as afraid as the children are. And if you knew what darkness they have had to face – you’d know why their fears are very real.
The enemy wins when he can keep us afraid. But when you expose the lies…. then you advance His Kingdom. We had an unplanned, unexpected, God-inspired victory walk that night.
We are in a life and death spiritual battle here that’s raging like we’ve never seen before. Please pray that God will expose the darkness for what it is – and that others will believe and know- Greater is He that is in us… than he that is in this world. #lightINdarkness
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JUNE 4th
I HATE this time of year.
This picture just popped up on my memory wall from 2019. I cannot believe we are going on 5 years since Lori died. This is the last picture my sister took with my kids. This is the month where everything took a turn.
This is the month where I journaled every day – every detail – the times we laughed until we cried and we cried until there weren’t any tears left.
It was going to be part of her testimony – her book “God’s Top 5%” – (Because 95% of people with gallbladder cancer die, someone has to be the 5%).
The grief doesn’t get any easier – but it does get more manageable. I laugh more now as I look back…instead of crying. Still miss her EVERY SINGLE DAY.
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MAY 31st
I cannot believe Fabi turned 9 years old on Monday! How has it been nearly a decade already!?!
Tonight, she’s having a slumber party complete with swimming, food, snacks, candy, games, movies, and a dance party! Her parents joined us for food and cake! Gonna be a crazy night with all of these little girls!
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MAY 30th
This feels like me trying to control my life: a chaotic dance between determination and pure, unadulterated chaos! HAHA!
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MAY 28th
This popped up from 2018 – another fun memory from teaching the kids in school!
Creative Writing Assignment: You are locked in a toy store for the night. Finish this sentence – – “The first thing I did was”…..
Levi sitting quietly and thinking.
Me: Why haven’t you started writing?
Levi: I just can’t believe you all left me in the store. How could you not notice I was missing?
Me: Levi it’s just pretend. It’s an exciting thing. You are in a toy store all by yourself. You can do whatever you want.
Levi: Oh I get it. (Sitting for a while…..)
Levi: So did you call the police? Will they be coming to get me soon? Can Gabe be in the store too?
Meanwhile …
-Asher took all the cash from the register and stuffed his pockets with gum.
-Rosie tried on new clothes, opened every single doll package, and had a massive “girl” party.
-Gabe danced in the aisle for a while, played xbox, and then loaded up all the Legos on a forklift and drove it out the store
….while Levi is still awaiting rescue! LOL!
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MAY 26th
I needed this reminder today as I struggle to process the constant cycle of sorrow we have experienced over the past month. You have read about many of the struggles we’ve faced… and yet there are still even more overwhelming situations that we must carry privately.
In full transparency… there are many moments and even days – where it’s difficult to believe in the goodness of God.
Yet I know – that I know… HE IS GOOD.
He is still God – the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow.
He still sits on His Mighty Throne – even when tragedies consume us.
Please pray that all of us will remember who He is… especially during those moments where we cannot see – or hear – or feel – that there is any goodness to be found.





Jose/Jody and Castillo Clan,
We continue to pray for you and all of the challenges you have and are enduring. I know folks who go to war for a relatively short period of time engage in situations and see things that change them forever. We know you are in the equivalent battlefield but it isn’t a short duration. The battle is long and you are faithful servants navigating times I know we can’t even imagine. God’s eternal reward is waiting for you all for your faithful service in such difficult times but I know it gets tiring when you are in the battle. I pray God stays close to you all shows you his power and provision and we will continue to summon his strength to be delivered to all of you. I wish there was more we could do and I wish you all could be given a time of rest from the struggle. In Psalms we are told – “When I am afraid, I will trust in you” – simply said but so true. Psalm 27:1-3 We are praying for you and your family.
Love Dave and Kelly Caldwell