They did an amnio today and decided the baby’s lungs weren’t ready yet to meet the world. I’m sure God wanted Janeil home for other reasons but it was so sad for us not to have him here. I’ve laughed and cried and had amazing praise and worship. Even the lead singer from Switchfoot was here and did a great worship session. I have a notebook full of notes that I don’t even know how to process – – so much thought-provoking information.

 I know how much God can work at these conferences which is why it completely bums me out that Janeil can’t be here to share in this moment BUT – God knows all……